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Best Kept Secret Girlfriend

by Best Kept Secret Girlfriend

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1.
Old Soul 05:55
If you say you’re such an old soul Why are you at such unease? If you say life is a chemical reaction How do you explain the things you believe in? If you say that love doesn’t exist Why do you keep falling in and out of it? If I’ve got to be strong… If you say you’re checking out I dare you to leave no empty threats If you say that you can’t forgive Can you just forget? If you say you want to be alone You’re still welcome in my home If I’ve got to be strong I will man up for you If you’re lost in the wilderness I’ll go find you ‘Cause I’m your man And I will do anything I have to do to get through to you If I’ve got to be strong I will man up for you If you’re lost in your own head I’ll go find you 'Cause I’m your man And I will do anything that I have to do
2.
Great White 05:19
Great White You were my great white north Frozen, unpassable terrain My vision in the snow Haunted and hollow You were everywhere I wanted to go Great White You were my great white shark Blood-thirsty, circling me My terror of the seas Ghostly enemy You were just a bad dream The day will come You will rise again
3.
I’m watching you like a hawk I'm watching you like a hawk You were my prey that got away I have wasted night after night Hunting you With that thorn in my wing From the last time I got too close I’m watching you like a hawk I'm watching you like a hawk You were my pretty that got away Oh you got away I know that I trigger your fight or flight But you say that it makes you feel alive Oh you say that it makes you feel alive
4.
Oh Vancouver 03:24
Oh Vancouver, in my arms Like a dying lover Even in your storms I hold you close Enough to feel your last breath, your icy surrender I know I have to go I know I have to go ‘Cause you won’t look me in the eye When you fuck me over anymore The last smoke of the evening Leaves me breathless dying and reeling Thinking what comes next? What comes next? Taking comfort in the spirits and vices I know best But I could find them anywhere On any corner anywhere But it doesn’t make anything any more clear He comes over on the highway on the coast And when he gets here I already know That the city was the better lover And I still have to go
5.
How much can you say with just one note? The worst part of it all was when you said I ceased to be a song Not even a minor tune Just an unending nagging drone But it’s a song with words that are never sung Yet I wailed and sang until my voice gave out It was enough to say it With just one note
6.
I will fade into the fields I am flax flower blue Oh living skies, oh wild prairie The calling, it stops me dead in my tracks Calls me back Do I run to or from you? What do I do? Oh living skies, oh wild prairie The falling snow The chills in my bones Do I run to or from you, Flax flower blue? Oh living skies, oh wild prairie After my wandering Are these old roads all that I will ever know?
7.
Oh lord I’m trying To be a good girl I’ve stopped drinking I’ve stopped whoring But that oil keeps on burning And I can’t go gently into that good night Ashes to ashes, dust to dust I put up a good fight And why should I run? Oh lord I’m trying To decide I’m up all night spinning angles in my mind But there’s no doubt it’s real The slow burning ache I feel And all this hurt and pain It keeps me so stuck In these ruts With no where left to run And why should I run? Oh lord I’m trying I can’t be saved I’m sick and twisted Drunk and depraved My reputation precludes me I know this much So pass that parting glass If I’m already fucked And why should I run?
8.
Do you miss me? I’ve have been busy Running in old dark alleys I picked up when you called In your long, cold dark night Here I am a junkie again You are long gone You got me high So high You got me high And I don’t suppose it gets better Than this light This pale blue morning light You stay in the driver’s seat You don’t trust me to move To where we want to meet You called, I went back Knowing but not doing better My actions will catch up To my racing intentions I will get there But you lied You lied Oh you are good And I won’t do better You’re a good liar ‘Cause you believe The words you speak Through your blood stained teeth Baby, baby be More than a fix I know only I can heal And love me But these habits don’t fade fast They hang on And now I’m digging deeper Drawing darker Chasing rabbits Chasing a dragon

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released September 25, 2015

BEST KEPT SECRET GIRLFRIEND IS CARMEN LONČAR
All songs written by Carmen Lončar

Produced by Tom Merklinger and Carmen Lončar
Recorded Nov/Dec 2014 by Tom Merklinger at Backwoods Hills Studios, Bittern Lake, AB
Mixed by Tom at Spanish Lantern Studios
Mastered by LeRoy Arkansau at L’Oeuvre Musicale

Special thanks to Collin Hagel for providing his wonderful studio space and for managing snacks

Copyright Carmen Lončar, 2015

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